silk.

i went to watch a movie today - silk.

acted by the oh-so-hot chen bo lin. hahah. anyway, the show isn't quite bad. in fact, it's a 3 and a half stars (: not because chen bo lin was there. the story plot isn't scary, it's just a bunch of scientist investigating the the anti-gravity thing and decided to investigte on ghosts as they can fly here and there. BUT, the ghost itself was scary la. both mother and son had no pupils. but when the son had flashbacks, he's quite good-looking. hahah. some part of the stories were quite sad. but the way they(ghosts) kill the humans are quite scary. they insert their hand into you body, towards your heart and than squeeze your heart and TA-DA. you're dead. At some parts, i closed my eyes. ah ya, jun hong closed his too (:

Technically, sch's supposed to end last week. thus, some of our nice nice friends gave roses to their friends and i've received one!! (:

nice right? it's wilting now, all thanks to mathew's curses. GRR.

MCR's new album is coming out on the 24102006!!! gerard looks so hot in blonde, although he's hotter in black hair. oh well. So many cd's to buy.

• My Lovely Samsoon
• Goong : Ye Man Wang Fei
• My Chemical Romance - Welcome To The Black Parade.

(: i shall save money.

Previously, whenever we hanged out together, our usualy dining place will be LJS, MAC, KFC,PIZZAHUT etc etc. But now, it's -KOPITIAM

And whenever we wanted to watch movie, we would usually go GV, cathay, LIDO, SHAW, ENGWAH etc etc. But now, it's - PRINCESS. cheap cheap. $5 (:

mwahaha. cheapskate la we all. prom dresses are all so expensive. ):

OH WELL, till now. tata'

i'm supposed to be studying now right? oh yah, im taking a break.

all back to square one where vertical lines lay across the arms.

Life

"Life is such the weirdest thing. Sometimes it lets you feel the finest feelings of life, then it drops you from the highest point. The impact of a fall is the greatest when you fall from high grounds. But it's not the fall that hurts, it's giving up that does. It hurts our hearts, the most fragile part of our bodies. And it also taints our soul, disallowing us to believe again."

trauma

i've never expected myself to go through such trauma.

whatever you're doing, you're just adding to my exam stress. i don't give a damn if you're seeing this or not. or anyone one of your friends sees this and tells you. because, i'm sure this is nothing compared to what you're giving us.

the pressure, the agony. you'll probably think it's nothing. but to me and her, it's gonna haunt us forever. NOW, you're making me have 243356416thoughts about going for CLT course. seriously.

You're nice at times. But sometimes, i don't want to be subjective towards you. Just because you frequent my phone at times and stuff, doesn't make you special. I thank you for your sweet messages and stuffs. yeah, it's really nice.

but this time round, just thank God that i'm not valid in NCC for now. Cos i don't even know how would i feel when i next see you.

it just gives me the shivers.

and feeza, let's just take that as our new fan club account opened just for us by a mysterious fan.

haze!!

LOOK AT THE HAZE!!!!

it made singapore(or at least, the east side) look like a haunted island. spooky spooky. LOL. anyway. i think the PSI for today was 80. the peak i mean. it was scorching hot in the day and this hazey at night. many are probably gonna get sick la.

why like that ah? it's due to the forest burning in indonesia, right? correct me if i am wrong. i don't do propaganda. (: but, MATHEW says it's because of too many people playing sparklers. woahh. he's so innocent. LOL. and JUNHONG says it's the end of the world. right, im sure it's not that peaceful. apparently most of us failed our social studies. i passed okay. ((:

anyways. my bro came over today and sabelle started drawing (:.

she went kiddy. and so, i became kiddy too. she shot me, and i died. she told me there's a monster under my table and asked me to move away from there if not it will suck me. she also set up a protective layer of pillows to ensure that the monsters will not eat us up. i made planes and birds with her. but she insisted that the bird i made, was the dinosaur kind, not the one we usually see. i told her they are paper cranes. but she still insisted and asked me why i folded a dino bird. i told her i was born during that time. and she bought it.

oh well. kids. mwahah. my class contains lots of kids, anybody interested to adopt any? im tired of facing some of them anyway. choose 1. and if im in a good mood, i might give them to you, FOC. i know im nice, just can't help it. LOL

i'm gonna mug tmr. after gym, that is. IF i'm able to wake up. (: hiak hiak hiak. somemore so hazy.

did you guys saw the Life! paper yesterday? the frontpage? news of Nicole Richie and her body? i'm shocked. the once chio bu has been reduced to a bag of bones. i've thought that she's freaking pretty, with the right curves and sexy eyes. almost perfect appearance. but now.. the worst thing is that she's not the only one in this world! there are like many many many of them doing this. having some eating disorder. be it anorexic or bulimic or whatever.

at times, when you take a look at the boney people, you just can't help but think if there's any way of transfering excess fats from our body to theirs. like balancing everything. i used to think that way. hahaha. (: it's like killing 2 birds with 1 stone!! we get thinner! and they can get to the acceptable weight!! (: ahahaha


to bird:
hey all i can say is that let the past be past. and live on!! apparently you have friends like us that will stand by your side no matter what has happen. let this friendship of we 6(mat,me,u,bbb,jh,pt) create more happy memories so that when we look back, we'll smile instead of regretting. (:

no matter what happens.

i'm here for you. (:

we're all here for you.

really. (:

awww. i owe you bites on prom night. (: not kiss. keep dreaming about it. haha.

something's wrong but i don't know what is it.

something's wrong. definately. but i don't know what is it.

i've been behaving weirdly these few days. okay. ever since after prelims. i got moody and irritated easily and practically late everyday. i didn't feel anything special on my birthday either until my friends celebrated it for me. i don't know what's happening.

i went to popular to buy some o level format assesments. i got my sciences and humans. but the math one was sold out. and from bedok, i travelled to tampines and then to simei just for a bloody math 5 year series. i reaped nothing. all places sold that out. and i got pissed.

so. i decided to take bus instead of mrt as by taking buses, it allows to me have more time with myself. i waited solemnly for bus 12. two buses, no.38 went passed me. and 2 no.9 went passed too. both 38 and 9 will get me back home. but no, i didn't took any of the buses and i stood firm for no.12. i waited like 45mins and i don't know what came over me, i went to check if there's any bus 12 passing by.

and fuck no. the buses that will only go by are 38 and 9.

i got really pissed. i left the bus stop and from simei, i walked to tanah merah and then to bedok. reached home around 7 plus. than, i had tom yam maggie for dinner. knowing very well i can't take the whole packet the tom yam chilli, i squeezed everything in. it was so hot that i ended up drinking mugs of cold water and not touching my maggie at all.

what the hell is wrong with me.

and now, i can't concentrate on doing a bloody summary that used to be chicken to me. and it's dued tmr.

i think im going crazy.

how they celebrated my birthday..

i know this should have been the previous post. but, don't you bother about that. its my blog, forgotten?

Anyway, on the 30th sep 2006, i had tuition(yes, tuition on birthday). And then i went out with jannie, mathew, junhong, zhirong, raymond and pein tiong. they celebrated my birthday for me, which was very nice of them. We went to suntec to walk around and then watched ROB B HOOD. A nice show i must say.

Then, went to the fountain of wealth and they did something to surprise me. (:



click play. well, you can't really see my name except for the -ette. but you can see TPT, JH, MAT, RAY, ZR AND JAN.

due to my skin, the video cannot be fully seen. therefore, click here, here, here or here. haha. no lah. either one gets you there. all are the same links just bored.

yeah. something liddat. haha. its to me anyway. not u. hur hur

yep, then later mat treated me macs. whereas junhong kept disturbing zhi rong with fish and hock.

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today's a disasterous day.

i was late for school, again. and the extended intensive program will be on from tmr.

had to pass up art today, actually by 1130. So, all of us(art students) mugged on art every single lesson. until we added some last minute sparklers as decorations to the work, whick didn't look nice at all.

Than, of all times, she extended the time to 130. all of us went like 'what the hell? if we knew it was till 130, we wouldn't have chiong so much.'

and i somehow agree, afterall, i've spent sleepless nights to do this stupid subject.

sacrificing the my most important thing in the world for this art. that is sleep.

oh well, hope everything goes smoothly.

and i got selected for CLT course.

i don't know if that's good news or bad news.

happy birthday to me

A GHOST STORY. SCARED ME.

due to my skin, you cant see the full video. therefore, click here.


i'm 16 years 1hour and 10mins old today. (:

happy belated birthday lynette ((: